HECTIC!

just went to expo. jamming like crazy due to two events, the TDR (teachers' day rally) and comex fair. of course, i was planning to go to the comex fair lar. not like i'm an educator or something.

anyway, the comex fair was jammed packed too. was there looking for a gift for mummy. her birthday's on sunday! xD went with dad. in the end we bought her a white nikon 5.1 megapixels camera at a rather cheap price with lots of free gifts! not bad at all!



there you go. the beautiful camera. ((: i hope she likes it!

currently, i'm drinking from my favourite cup!



haha. drinking from it makes me happy. don't ask me why. x)

hohoho. chloe won project runway yesterday. actually i'm quite happy that she did! haha! she's a sweetie.

i wanna watch more movies. !!! maybe i'll watch just my luck tonight. xD or maybe pirates of the carribean.

i wanna start at photo journal soon. and i wanna get a professional camera! the cannon one. and i wanna take photography lessons! or maybe if i decide to go into visual communications or mass com then i'll learn there instead.. ARG!

too little time.

i'm holding on, by letting go of you. STRAIGHTJACKET FEELING.




"will you love me in the morning?"
"forever and ever baby."
-Click.

click is an awesome movie. i can't describe how much i love it.

today's chemistry practical was horrible. i did so many stupid mistakes, i don't even know how i came out with it. ammonia gas turns damp blue litmus paper red right? WRONG! can't believe i wrote that down. elim's so gonna kill me.

ahh. whatever. it's over. i know it's no use crying over spilled milk. yada yada.

project runway finale tonight. it'll be good!





sunday at fairli's was awesome. we curled our hair, did all kinds of nonsense. and i learnt how to stuff prunes into little tomatos. (:




black and white. i like! x) retro fever pls.

life has been good i guess. hectic hectic hectic!

oh btw, i think i screwed up my english comosition today. but then again, what can i do now? so just fast and pray! LOL. i was joking. but i prayed before that la, so it'll be alright. xD oh yes. and the hall was so freaking cold today. thank god i brought jacket. discernment! HAHA. i wanna get the red puma jacket soon! STEPH! and DAD! heh.

anyhoos, i'm alright now. thanks everyone! (: back to being a happy girl.

happiness is a choice. so is love.

tatas. ((:




i am cunning, selfish, downright ugly on the inside.

WHAT HAVE I DONE....



random thoughts that came to me, actually a few days ago..

sometimes we care too much about who's right, and who's wrong, and we overlook the important thing..

i took so many things for granted. i took people around me for granted. i took my parents for granted. i took my friends, my classmates for granted. i took him for granted. i took god for granted.

and before we know it, we lose all of them eventually. when we start treasuring, when we start knowing that it is important to us, its all too late. sad but often true i guess.

cherish everything that you've got. don't wait till u finally lose it, then start regretting..

i'm sorry..

end.



Rev. Dr. A.R. Bernard is such a thinker, such a man of God. His level of wisdom is indescribable. i feel like i'm exploding on the inside whenever he gives his revelations. i really love his sermons! it sets me thinking, sets the whole church thinking, and that's a good thing. more importantly, it's definitely a God thing.

18.08.06
the opening session on friday was about being a Daniel in our world today. God wants us to change the world we're in and not run away from it, for fear that the world will overshadow us. we are in symbiosis. we're in the world, but not of the world.

Dr. A.R. Bernard also said something that left a deep impression in my heart. Ignorance is weakness and stubborness is the reason.

Learn how to navigate through life..

19.08.06
Second night was just as awesome. he talked a bit about love. Love is a choice. You can't possibly fall in and out of love. When people say that they've fallen out of love, they are just saying that they have chose not to love the other anymore.

our lives are composed by our personal choices. and to every choice that we make, there is a cause, and an effect which will then lead to another cause. our lives should be in order because freedom is based on order.

Things only work in divine order..

20.08.06
the last session was phenomenal. i was totally blown away. Dr. Bernard touched on relationships and also on knowledge. in relationship, distance is not measured by miles, its measured by affection. when people sin against us in a relationship, we withdraw our affection to the person. we stopped talking to each other. and the longer we stop talking to each other, the longer the issue drags. in the end, when we want to piece back the broken pieces, we don't even know where to start, because we forget what had caused the breakdown of that relationship.

that really impacted me.

our mind is the most powerful computer in the world. our mind turns information into beliefs. our beliefs then immediately impact our self esteem and self worth. it is then converted into actions and behavior based on the impact received. those actions then produce certain results in our lives and the results in turn become habits and they either bring us success or failure. IT IS A PATTERN. and so if we want to deal with our successes and failures, we have to go back to the information we receive. we have to renew our minds. because it translates the information we receive.

(for the full notes i took, either ask from me or refer to http://phunkafied-therapeutic.blogspot.com)

i can never express how thankful i am for Rev. Dr. A.R.Bernard's ministry. i am really impacted by it. my life's never gonna be the same again.

twin reminded me. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR KONG. we love you! x)) have a great time with sun and baby dayan!

i am really overwhelmed by all the messages and i can't write it down in words.

till then.



"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you." Matthew 6:33

hey there. i was back home early, because i had no ssp! x)) and i was proud of myself. i finished the xinmin paper 1 and some of my tuition homework! i'm getting motivated! haha!

but, i'm only doing maths. and that makes me worried. what about my other subjects?! HAHA. well..

i was talking to steph.. wallowing in self-pity is not healthy! haha! or should i say it in the 'wenshan-way'. don't be comfortable in your own pity party! haha. private, private. =X

i fixed my television in my room. that means, i can watch tv, do homework and surf online at the same time! ((: multi-tasking.

i wanna get the shades at forever 21! x) i got the polka dots band already. whaha!

so many things to buy, so little money. why don't money drop from heaven. i'll definitely go catch. haha!

like bees love honey, I LOVE DARK CHOCOLATES! aww.

i'm a happy girl. x))



haha. i saw this on the yahoo homepage. nice eh. it was done with a screwdriver. i didn't know screwdrivers have the ability to creat such beautiful stuff.

anyway, i had my o'level english oral examinations today. i was kinda nervous at the waiting room and all. but once i stepped into the examination room, i felt peace in my heart. (thank you lord! x)) everything was okay.. but i think i screwed my picture and conversation up. the examiners were like scary. but nevermind, its all over. i leave it all up to god. ((:

i wanna change my blogskin. yeah, i know. again.

apprently, i'm not done with my tuition homework. and so i don't really understand why i'm blogging at this hour, when i'm supposed to be doing my a maths.

de-stress.

oh. mum just went to buy groceries. that means more food at home! which in turn also means that constance will put on weight at home, munching on everything and anything that she can find. =X

HOHO.

i'm in love with this belt. i like the floral details on the leather belt.
mum said she'll help me get her friend to get it for me! yay. btw, when i was shopping with my mum on sunday, i showed her my belt which was already cracking. and guess what she said.

"wah! cracked already ah. seasoned leh. good good."

i wanted to faint on the spot. yeah. introducing, my mum. ((:

i'm ending my post now! and its 5 mins to project runway on channel 5! x))

tatas!



true love does not have any happy ending, because true love has no ending...

hoho. i just came back from practical at school. i was so dumb, i touched a hot test tube which i just heated(strongly). how cool is that? got a small little burn. but its alright. thank god. HAHA.

I HAVE TO FINISH UP MY ZHONGHUA 2005 PRELIMINARY ELEMENTARY MATHEMATICS PAPER 2. thanks to mr edward wong. actually, its my fault la. i did till question 6 only. BUT, he said if we've done at least 7 questions, we're save. which means i'm so close!!! arg! ohh well. nvm then. rush tonight! ((: i;m hardworking you know.

but i wanna finish watching click.. haha.

alrights! i'll get going. meanwhile, enjoy life!

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"Wait for Me" - Rebecca St. James

Darling did you know that I
I dream about you
Waiting for the look in your eyes
When we meet for the first time
Darling did you know that I
I pray about you
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me

I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing it will be forever
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And darling when I say
Til death do us part
I'll mean it with all of my heart
Now and always faithful to you

I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait

Now I know you may have made mistakes
But there's forgiveness and a second chance
So wait for me darling
Wait for me
Wait for me

i've been stuck to this song ever since twin sent it to me. beautiful song.







i went on a date with my twin just now, supposingly to study. but guess what we did? shopped and walked around before proceeding to watch fireworks again. yeah, i know. typical us.

i feel the fireworks this time was nicer than the previous one we saw on tuesday. it has got more of the glittery stuff. it looks like its raining make-up. i'm sorry. i don't really know how to put it. but, ya. you get the point. anyway, we both felt like we watching fireworks with the wrong person. LOL. nevermind about that.

take a look:
from this to...


this. pretteh cool huh? yeah. we both loved it.

i hope i'll be able to catch the last one with my dearest cg members tomorrow! it'll be cool.

phew. i just came back. me and twin were eating at BK and we were listening to emo songs after that which was terrible. so gonna kill u EMO QUEEN. anyway, i didn't feel like going home too. oh well.

actually, i really wished you were there.



it has been a long time since i blogged. so i'll probably blog stuff that were significant the past week. x) bear with me alrights.

5th and 6th august 2006

FOP was great. CCC band and Don Moen were really good! and btw, Don Moen is like DA MAN! can play piano, can play violin, can sing. haiyo. what else you want? wen shan and myself was mesmerised by him lar. LOL.

and of course, anniversary was like the best of the best! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHC! we're 17 years old! ((: and i want to take this opportunity to thank pastor kong for his ministry. pastor, i really love you. thanks for evreything you've done, the sacrifices you've made. you are the best pastor anyone could ever have. happy 20th year of ministry, pastor! oh ya. and after service, my family and my extended family went to take the family potrait thing. lols! we were like practically mad there. took a lot! and i mean a lot! i took one with my little raenen also! so exciting. btw, he LOVES balloons.

so handsome. x)

8th august 2006

cross country was awesome. practically walked the whole time with my 4e4. haha. we saw "ZHEN AI"! (according to sarene. x)) lols. nevermind. its for us to know and for you to find out. whaha.

4e4's winners! from left, krystal, cherlyn, yong cheng, shih han, eileen. our pride! x))

my lovely class. ((: don't mind the obscene position the man in red is in. we're all used to it. x)

then, in then night. we went to watch fireworks. we as in, me, twin, dale, jj, jingfa, samuel. it was beautiful.

beautiful right. see what i mean.

9th august 2006

happy birthday singapore.

had performance early in the morning lar. i was wondering who will be there to watch the performance. in the end, there was a hugh turn out. even pastor tan was watching! he was with some other church members. TWIN! why didn't you come. you missed out so much! LOL.

pastor was really glad with our performance. and he praised us. which is good! x) happy about that.

oh btw, we didn't take pictures. i brought out a FULLY charged camera and a FULLY charged spare battery without a memory card. -.- how dumb can i get.

after that, i rushed down for SOS @ sentosa. my group members were like COOL! x) ben, jerry, michelle, eunice, yongjun, ryan, desmond. we were told to do all kinds of funny, irritating and disgusting tasks before we can advance to the next station.. i can't believe i ate a centipede. at least, part of it. =x it was super gross lar. michelle, eunice and myself were like screaming away. but i gotta salute the guys. they ate hornets, cockroaches, and the centipede as well. and at one of the stations, we're supposed to add water to flour and 'wax' our hair.


look at our hair! kinda cool. lols.

and, we won! my group won! each had 10 dollard nike voucher. x) although its not a very very grand prize, but i was glad that i can share my joy with these 7 cool people. CHEERS! (:

i'll upload more picture when i get them..

10th august 2006

okay. i am supposed to finish my homework today. but i don't really feel like doing it lar. haiyo. my lazy flesh. =x

we would have been a year and 4 months.



what if you never lose what you had lost? or maybe you never get what you had gotten? will everything still be the same?

miss tan finally said something which i think is quite meaningful today. she told us a story. (maybe she's just adopting mr lee's method of teaching us moral values through short stories.) but anyway, here goes:

once, there's this boy who cannot control his anger. his father told him that whenever he is angry, hammer a nail into the fence. so as days go by, the nails on the fence increased. but after some time, they begin to increase at a slower rate.finally, the boy stopped hammering in any nails. because he had learnt how to control his anger. he went to his dad and told him that. his dad praised him and asked him to take out the nails one by one from the fence. and so, that was what he did. and when he had finished removing the nails, his dad told him, "look at the fence. it doesn't look like what it is before. now, there're holes in it, holes you can't fill."

it's just as true in our lives. many times, many people do things out of anger, but they didn't know that whatever they did have hurt us. and when they apologize and all, the scar will still be there. just like the hole-ly fence, it's hard to fill up the holes. sorry may be the hardest word to say, but it doesn't guarentee the hurt can be erased.

sorry to those people i've hurt. sincere apologies.

to think about it, i've been rather slack these few days. wake up, bathe, go school. end school, come home, watch vcd, eat, sleep. that's what i do everyday. notice, there's no homework, revision blah blah.but, then again, i should start working hard now before i regret.

he's moved on. i should as well. wake up constance. don't bother so much already. just close your eyes and go to school. pretend you didn't see anything. or just pretend you didn't hear or read anything.

ya.right. easier said than done.

but what to do? it's not the same anymore. so many things have changed. so fast, i can hardly react to it.

oh well.

goodbye internet. hello vcds.

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